I’ve spent 8 long years in a perpetual hell I know it’s a not the start to a light hearted feel good story but hear me out.
I lost a beautiful woman to a drink driver 8 years ago I was a part of this beautiful woman’s life for 20 years we were best friends lovers and everything that made life beautiful then the actions of one selfish human being changed everything and shattered my world and everything inside it.
I became a very different man I was so loving funny outgoing completely wild I played wrote and produced music , mainly rock and metal but after this happened none of it mattered anymore and the music wasn’t my job it was a passion but a big part of my life and our life.
In one foul swoop I became dark distant cut off and angry at the world but most of all just sad because going from being wild happy and outgoing to that is a massive shift it literally feels like the ground beneath you has opened up and swallowed you whole and I retreated from life and became a very different man outside was just a facade I smiled but inside I was drowning in my own personal hell I cried everyday that grief really took hold and no choice of my own it embraced me took a stranglehold on me.
But something happened to me today something I thought would never come like trigger inside me Lisa the love of my life the one I lost said something to me she said “It’s time to be you again I know you’ll never forget me but it’s time to be you again she said I’ll always love you and you’ll always love me but it’s time to love again it’s time to be you again”
Now this has happened before but this time it stuck I’m back the fun side the loving side the very wild side the warrior in me has returned the creative side the musician all of it has returned I’m back and excuse my language but the darkness can kiss my ass goodbye I’m done with you.
So lastly I want to thank each and everyone of you who has stuck by me and supported me through my time here now it’s time to really let the Wolf out embrace exactly who I am and share it with you so from the bottom of my heart thank you to all of you I love you all and look out because I’m back and I’m here to stay.But seriously thank you all of you sincerely you didn’t have to stick with me but you did and you all know who you are I love you for that.
So a little musical treat from my homeland I hope you enjoy it.This song represents me and the life I’ve lived and the work and life challenges I still have in front of me difference is I’m ready this time.
Archangel White Wolf 🐺⚔️❤️ ( I really do love you all)